I think someone stole my blog.

It’s not there anymore. I can’t access it. It literally seems to have disappeared. Granted, it was a blog I hadn’t touched in more than 6 months. And I was planning on shutting it down anyway. But having it disappear is eerie. And upsetting.

My crazy mind starts churning. Did someone steal it? I mean, there was tons of great content on that blog. It was my Unconditional Confidence blog where I offered tons of free information on how to speak or perform with confidence and ease. I mean, it was slightly worth stealing, but…

…here’s the deal! Am I still happy? This is my third day of my Happiness Project in which I am choosing to BE happy for the entire month of July in honor of International Happiness Day. And so far, so good. I’ve had a great and happy day today… until I tried to find my blog. My missing blog.

Can I, even when faced with something scary, something unpleasant, BE HAPPY?

Yes. When I consciously choose to be so. I can still access the energy of happiness because it is still in me, part of who I am. At the essence of who I am.

But would I STILL have access to this internal happiness IF I had lost a blog I really cared about? One that meant more to me or one that was more critical to my business? I’m not sure. I think the only way I could be happy under those circumstances is to have a huge fit first. Then a big glass of wine. Then, yes, I could access a little happiness.